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Griff you big cutie 4.25It s a kilt, dumbassstars He fiddled with the pleats of his kilt and strangled on his cowardice.Griff and Dante have been friends for years, and then, eventually, worked together in the same fire station and truck Griff starts having some strange feelings for Dante, he starts pulling away because he doesn t know how Dante would act if he knewGriff has been part of the Anastagio family for years, being drawn in because of his fathers unaffectionate behaviour Griff spends a lot of time with Dante, in his job, and out Heck they ve even had sex at the same time, in the same bed They re close as they can be Griff begins to have thoughts about Dante, ones where he imagines them kissing among other things Dante is having money troubles, he s going to lose his house, he comes up with an idea masturbate for a gay porn site easy money Alek, the owner of HotHead.com asks him if he would bring a friend he would pay him money So Dante asks and Griff can t help but say yes he would, after all, be able to kiss Dante, and he would never know that his real motivation wasn t the moneyI hadn t actually read the blurb, I wanted to start reading without knowing what it was about And I m happy as a bumble bee that I didn t read it The porn website came as an absolute shock to me But I loved it anyway Hot Head the audio book was incredibly hard to rate It was really hard to focus on what the narrator was saying if you were doing something else It was hard to tell who was talking and whether it was inner monologue or actually being spoken although the narrator did a top notch job And it was hard to tell whether the story had jumped a little or whether you just missed that part Which all, unfortunately reduced my rating slightly Maybe would have been 4.5 4.75 if I had read it myself We are first ish introduced to the Dante and Griff, and I burst out laughing it may have been because of the narrator singing, or it may have been to do with what other things he was sayingGriff snuck a glance, and sure enough, a clump of frisky bedbunnies was drifting toward his best friend hippety hoppity, pussy on its way.I really enjoyed the slow development of their relationship, I absolutely hate insta love albeit a little too slow But he was also coming to terms with being gay himself Tommy likes dudes And I think maybe I like dudes Definitely one dude, at least.And when Dante and Griff were doing the hothead.com scenes, I could tell they were so into each other It was cute, in a smoking hot kind of way view spoiler And afterwards, when they were actually together, ado view spoiler oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo hide spoiler It s impossible to be your own hero, yes 4.5 Stars My not so interesting M M history I remember about a year ago when I started noticing many of my GR friends latching onto the M M fanclub, I mentioned it to my husband and said something to the effect of, I wonder what all of these women get from two guys together And after wrinkling his nose in disgust, he replied, Well, guys fantasize about two girls together to which I wrinkled up my nose in disgust Vaginas Eeewwmaybe I m likea half gay man Well, after seeing the interest and popularity of this subgenre go a little bit cray cray, and after reading mainstream series such as Suzanne Brockmann s Troubleshooter s series Jules and Robin, SWOON and J.R Ward s Black Dagger Brother hood Qhuinn and Blay, SWOON, SWOON , I realizedahemyeah, two guys together is kinda hot blushing Add in some angst and romance Now just what is keeping me from jumping on the bandwagon Why, nothing, actually So, my lovely friend V and I decided to do our M M cherry popping together eewww, Vare we that friendly and randomly polled our penis loving friends After much deliberation okay, one convoit wasn t that hard to choose, Hot Head was chosen as a great intro to the mysteries of all that is Male Male romance The Book First we meet Griffin Muir A ginger haired, six foot four inch, KILT WEARING firefighter in New York City, Griff is a tender, lost soul living a normal life And while I never got the sense that Griff is totally fucked up in the head, this author did an amazing job of delving into the psyche of a conflicted soul Griff has led a tough kind of life, mainly due to his lack of family and support system that are so important to the human spirit Thank God that he s had Dante Anastagio, his best friend, and the entire Anastagio family to step in and give him love and support for all of his life s moments Griff tried the marriage route, but after the brutal effects that 9 11 had on his mental state, his marriage failed and he s back to being a powerhouse of one Except that he s not just one Because Dante is there for him and with him every day, endlessly supportive in his own BIG, LOUD, Italian, obnoxious way Dante, aside from being the best friend that Griff could ever ask for, is a big time skirt chaser This Italian Stallion sure lives up to the stereotype Being a firefighter in New York City after the sensationalism surrounding firefighters became so prevalent makes women easy pickings, and Dante takes advantage of his God hood In fact, in their younger days, Griff and Dante occasionally dabbled with women together because why not Only, for some time now, Dante s big Italian hugs and gorgeous black eyes have had of an effect on Griff than any woman ever had And tactile as Dante is, it s becoming hard to hide the effect he has on his friend He needed to sit down and talk about everything and nothing with the only person who turned him inside out without even trying My Thoughts So, V and I decided on this one because we had heard that it was a little sexier than the other choice we were consideringthe penis the better, is that right, V But I really was blown away by the romance that was within these pages Griff just broke my heart, over and over again He didn t just pine for his best friend He longed for Dante But the thought that Dante would ever reciprocate wasn t even a remote possibility in his mind So Griff tries to tentatively explore the feelings that he s only now admitting to himselfhe s attracted to men Is he gay But what if he s only attracted to that ONE person The one person he could never admit these feelings to Not only will he lose Dante, but the only family that he s ever knownreally, his only people in all the world Mr Muir, loving your Dante is not a bad thing He certainly loves youalthough I don t know if he can love you in the way you wish Or I wish, for that matter Only he knows You understand Life is very rarely romantic When has a moment of revelation about the state of his finances and his half baked idea to save himself, Griff is fairly stunned And for good reason Because this idea includes Griffand Danteand lots of naked skin It s than Griff ever dreamed he d get from Dante, and yet he still has to hold back, because losing Dante for good would destroy him Dante s openness with his sexuality and his best buds will do anything for each other mentality don t mean that Griff can reveal his feelings They just mean that he ll get a fantasy come to life, and he plans on rolling with it Now, this story is loadedand I do mean LOADED with sexual tension After all, men think about sex every four minutes, or something like that I m a healthy American female, but good grief So seeing as how this was written by a man and is about TWO men, the lotsa sexy times should be a foregone conclusion But I was wrong there That is not to say that there isn t a good amount of sexy timesthere are quite a few fantasy inducing scenesmasturbation and voyeuristic and yummy like that But the actual sex is reserved for one of the hottest, most beautifully romantic, hottest, sweetest, hottest, intense, and oh yeah, did I mention HOTTEST love scenes ever It almost makes me wish Damon Suede would lower himself enough to write a hetero book, because I could totally use his kind of loving in some of my other romances The big difference that I noticed when it comes to the sex is how dirty it iswhile still retaining romance, somehow But the amount of fluid and lack of fastidiousness and the utter raw, animal lust that is involved was staggering This is sex at the most primal level, a need that goes beyond lust Simply put It Was Awesome Although why can you not do that to a woman, Griff No excuses, buddywomen are not fragile creatures, and I felt like he was patting women on their little heads as an excuse to treat them as such I had a couple of issues with some things mainly, don t excuse your homosexuality, Griff So you didn t lust after your wife like you lust after Dante She wanted rough, passionate sex and you didn t That s not because you wanted to be gentle, that s because you re gay Maybe that lesson was learned for him later in the book, idk Another pigeonholing all Republicans as gay bashing budget cutters is the same as any other stereotyping, so I wish that people would be careful with that Granted, this was one tiny comment, but it s a sensitive subject for me Last thing the CHEATING Holy crap, does every married firefighter cheat in this book From page one, at the ten year anniversary of 9 11, husband infidelity is rampant in this book, and it got to be a bit of a downer Anniversary for the death of hundreds of your comrades Go fuck a new girl Having problems at work home life Pick a hoochie, any hoochie Even the newly out setup for Suede s next book was cheating on his wife I m not one to forgive that slip up very easily, and despite Tommy s heartbreaking story, he s still a cheater How can I get behind that We ll see.So my apologies for this ridiculously long reviewI m so glad that I finally took the plunge Many thanks to those who encouraged me, even after my wishy washiness Griff and Dante are such a memorable couple, and I m anxiously awaiting by this awesome author My favorite quote No one deserves to be punished for loving with an open heart. I love you,Dante Inigo Anastagio.You ll never know how much Yes,I was so,so afraid that Dante will never know how much Griff loved him.I was afraid that Dante will never know what he meant to Griff.Readers let me introduce you to Griffin and Dante The world s greatest idiots who are AMAZING, ADORABLE,extremely HOT firemen and just plain BEAUTIFUL Polar opposites of each other and yet linked together in an intangible way.Griff had been brought up by his Dad,who had all the warmth of a Siberian winter.Dante has a huge and boisterous family full of warmth and love.Dante s family sort of adopted Griff and he is like a son to them.Griff and Dante are BROTHERS,BEST FRIENDS,and CHAMPIONS of each other.Griff s the fire and Dante s the smoke.One is responsible and the other reckless.They had grown up together and were a family.But Griff had not realized that Dante was his other half,his soulmate until 9 11 Insanity in the streets.Smoke everywhere.Ash falling.Jumpers.Carnage.Streets muffled under shredded paper,shin deep.People wandering dazed,covered in grit,stumbling in thick grey blizzard.There were victims everywhere.Some barely alive and some dead.And Dante,no one knew where he was.No one had seen Dante since a call from the second tower.And Griffhe kept asking and looking and listening for that one name,day and night and day He kept looking for thirty seven hours with no sleep.He tore his hand open,but didn t realize.He couldn t feel anything.He was told to go home but insteadhe went looking through Hell for Dante At last he found him in a hospital banged up but safeThank you,God.Thank you,God He leaned over that tired face just to hear him breathing,the exact music of Dante s breath It was then Griff knew that everything would be all right.Dante became his axis after that.A vital organ necessary for his survival.Griff s wife left him,but he couldn t blame her.Because after that he truly felt alive when Dante was with himEven though they were two guys the thought of losing him felt like amputation using a fork with no anesthesia And so for ten years Griff struggled with his feelings for Dante,which had also taken a sexual turn.He loved Dante and Dante would never know.Because he was afraid of losing his job,he was afraid of losing the respect of a narrow minded society and.he was terrified of losing his best friend.But unbeknownst to Griff,Dante was also struggling with his feelings for Griff.And then came their salvation Hothead.comWhat is Hothead.com Oh,it s a porn site for gay menHow can a porn site be their salvation I ve already told too much.and you need to grab this book.But let me tell you that whatever comes nextis SIZZLING HOT And than that it s BEAUTIFUL I m sorry,I can t stop using these adjectives Theirs is a love which will leave you breathless.You ll feel stunning pleasure in seeing these two IMPERFECT men become one PERFECT couple.And of course during their 1st kiss I was begging them not to stop sigh There were so many lovable and amazing characters in this book.The author has so nicely and simply put up the struggle of an ordinary man trying to accept who he is.The author has so amazingly put up the cheap,dirty mentality of the people who use terms like queer or fag And of course I can t help being amazed by the fact that even though I am a 20 year old hetero girl from a completely different background,I became Griff,a 31 year old homo man His struggles,his grief,his anger.and even his Dante,they all became mine.Thank you Mr.Suede for this amazing story and Blacky for recommending it to me and Purplegirl549 for introducing me to this wonderful genre I don t know where to start with this review First In my country there are NO hot firemen Nope They don t do calenders cause most of them are old lol if there were hotties like Griff and Dante, I d set my own tree on fire just to have them come to the rescue Second Before I start with the story and all, I have to say the writing style was something new for me I mean, I m pretty good at english, have no problems reading books written in it, but here, swear to God, I sometimes had no idea what some expressions meant, and most of them were related to sex, masturbation, and all kinds of different names for a penis lol my dictionary just got bigger and the sex scenes very very intense, also not what I m used to, they were not bad, just different Maybe it s because the book is written by a man, so it s a totally different perspective and I kinda trust he knows better than female M M writers XD The story I actually had no idea what was waiting for me, I remember reading lots of reviews about it some time ago, but I guess I forgot cause all I thought was that this is going to be about some firemen, and a guy in love with his best friend Well The porn website got me by surprise And the stuff they filmed But ok, I got over it lol The characters Griff and Dante were amazing Just wow In the beginning, Griff was comming to terms with his attraction to Dante, and constantly hiding it I felt really bad for him, he was under pressure for being in love with his best friend and the fact that he was gay, and keeping it a secret from everyone Dante was adorable, a real goof I wish there were some chapters from Dante s perspective, but I guess that wasn t supposed to be Griff was hurting through most of the book, some scenes got me a stomach ache, they were so intense LOVE the way it all ended, won t write any spoilers, just that there was a perfect happy end They deserved it Best scenes Griff finds Dante in the hospital after the towers fell I cried at that one the dinner with Dante s sister and her kid, and Griff imagining what their kid would look like 3 their first kiss in the shower HOT when Griff overhears Dante s conversation with his dad Griff and Alex talk in the studio the morning after their first sex the ending of course Unapologetically sentimental.By turns elegiac and blunt with the occasional breathtakingly beautiful turn of phrase By no means a perfect novel, it s still rich with symbolism, and compassion, and searingly hot sex.It s pretty silly, but in that fun way you can really get into when the mood s right.Above all, it is at its heart a very, very romantic story, and one whose imagery will stay with me for some time.Also hot firemen So y know that. This is my first foray into the male male romance genre One of my GR friends has long been trying to convince me to try this so I told her to choose me a book and this is one she selected I like to think that I m an open minded reader and reviewer and I ve been looking forward to stepping onto pastures new.I told my husband I was about to read a gay romance between two New York firefighters and he gave me a look of unmitigated horror Why on earth would you want to read that he asked I asked him how he would feel if me and Angelina Jolie were to get naked and make out in front of him He developed a misty eyed faraway look point made, I feel.So, onto Griff and Dante both firefighters in New York We join them on the 10th anniversary of 9 11 firefighters drink for free on this night apparently They ve been friends since childhood, Griff has a failed marriage behind him and Dante is a serial monogamist moving from one fianc to the next in rapid succession, a trail of broken hearts in his wake Turns out the most broken heart belongs to Griff who is harbouring a major league crush on Dante In fact he is in love with him but it s his deep, dark secret as the fire service world is predominantly heterosexual and gay men are just faggots How hard for Griff to hold Dante so dear in his heart but yet be unable to hold him in his arms.We relive their horrific 911 experiences through Griff s recollections and it s a pretty harrowing account I really felt like I was there in the choking dust with them, the horror of the day coming through loud and clear, the fear for their loved ones, the not knowing what was happening, who was still alive, who had been lost It s incredibly visual and I felt totally transported and felt their pain This day casts a lengthy shadow over their lives.Dante gets himself into financial difficulties but can make an easy buck by wanking on the web for a sleazy website called Hothead He can make even money if Griff does it with him and they participate in a few extra curricular activities and talks him into it So they both go through the motions, ostensibly to make a fast buck, but they are both seriously getting off on it, just unable to give words to their growing feelings Their first kiss was a real shocker for me Could I find two men kissing erotic Well, short answer Hell Yeah They first lock lips in the firehouse and almost get caught but, holy hell is it ever hot Their antics on the website prompt their eventual experimentation with each other in real life and this is finally when I started to like Dante up until this point I d thought he was just a cocky, brash player They are in fact polar opposites Griff is stoic, steady, thoughtful Dante wears his heart on his sleeve, a jealous possessive Italian Griff grew up with a cold homophobic father who had merely existed rather than lived since his wife died Dante grew up in the heart of a big, noisy but very loving Italian family.Together they make a stunning couple perfect for each other What the rest of the world will think of them together really does remain to be seen So for my first m m romance this was a great place to start there is a real intensity to their passion that I hadn t really expected An eye opener for sure So I read my first m m romance and very much enjoyed their passion and I m definitely going to read m m Seems romance is romance and it doesn t matter if it s m f, m m, f f or a whopping great and smexy menage So long as the passion is there, it s definitely for me Reread July 2019 Audio Narration 4.5 Pants OffCharlie David has become another fave He made me feel like a voyeur listening in on something private and intimate I love Hot Head so much and he unequivocally brought Griff and Dante to life.Love GETTING HEAD HAS NEVER BEEN THIS HOT Still a 5 read in 2018More of my reviews and thoughts on my blog PANTS OFF REVIEWSHot Head is critically acclaimed by me , this book was the Kool Aid, and by Kool Aid, I mean the shit I loved every fecking minute of it It s rough, raw and ready wait a sec is that, not some other bookWell those words describe this book perfectly stuffs on fire, feelings are blazing hot The men like it rough, and they are always ready Forget it this is starting to sound extremely cheesy.So the setting is New York, years after the September 11th attacks on the Trade Centres It s a big celebration within the city Honouring, the firefighters, and cops who died and worked hard to rescue people Therefore, they had overcome, and tragedy led to unity Fun side It s a big dick and pussy fest, horny for firemen, women come out to play and firefighters and other city workers know they be getting their dicks wet man this book makes me wanna type all dirty.So Griff the firefighter is having strong feelings for his best friend where that sounds totally clich , this clich works This is no sappy I have feelings for you, and as I confess my undying love we have the most amazing sex Griff emotions are realistic, his love stems from a long friendship Not just a close friendship, but it borderlines brotherhood, Griff, the adopted member of Dante s family They know him, they love him and he s dying to fuck there I go again their son, their brother, their uncle and his best friend.Dante is having some money troubles, so he hits up making a little porn What s wrong with a little whack fest to make some quick money Not a damn thing Dante, not a darn thing Well Griff has a problem with it, but that won t stop him from a little whack fest of his own When push comes to shove though Griff has Dante s back, in ways than one A little porn experiment might lead to some big things, somereal bigthings.Alright lets get serious I love this book, the characters are strong and the story though not romantic is captivating This is a man struggling with his feelings for another man, in a profession and life where being gay is a death sentence Because nothing makes you less of a man, like loving another man or so those bigoted bitches sayFor a long time Griff has struggled with his feelings, and what you realize is the heart wants what the heart wants Though the outside world might hate them when their together, first they must figure out the whole I am in love with best friend before they can worry about anyone else.However, some readers might find the whole porn thing questionable Who hasn t risked their job for a little porn I risk my job as a perfect parent with the amount of man love I watch, read, and think about I think if anything it made the book stronger, because what we know is that nothing brings two people closer than making porn.Loved Dante, he was my sexy Italian hottie I wanted to eat him up Griff was adorable and sweet and you just want him to get his HEA How can you not fall in love with someone who is willing to do anything for the person he loves It s a great GFY gay for you , and I hope I get from my HotHead boys So many wonderful things in this book HOT MAN SEX , and that other stuff about feelings winks. I want a special button to give books than five stars I have had to really sit down and think about writing this review, as I don t know if my words could ever do this book or Damon Suede s writing justice.and HELL YES, it really is that good In fact it is the best m m book I have read so far When he wrote this book, he must have been feeling it from the heartI know because I felt every emotion, from raw and deep, to sweet and endearing right along with the characters, it is either ripping your heart out or you are laughing out loud You can tell that a man wrote this book, it was true to the characters, their way of thinking, conversation structures, the language, it was all very male and masculine.real men, rough and rugged This is the story of two best friends, Fire fighters Griff and Dante and their love and friendship that transcends from childhood How the tragedy of 9 11 moulded and shaped their lives and how they deal with and understand their feelings for each other and the stigma in this bigoted world of being Gay.Griff is a darling..totally unassuming and and unaware of just how endearing and gorgeous he is at 6ft 5 , cinnamon red hair, grey eyes and a peaches and cream complexion who blushes at the slightest embarrassment.Oh, and he wears a kilt.HOT Griff s mother died when he was 9 and Dante s family the Anasagio s, nutty Italian family with 6 kids, practically adopted him, as his father was always working and never had time for his only son The Anasagio s however adored him and threw a warm blanket of love and affection over him as though he were their own Dante..OMG, this man is a crazy ass, cocky, mouthy, hot headed, loose cannon with an infectious grin, a bit loose with the ladies man whore with a hard body coiled like rope and totally not fazed by life After 9 11 he is the only one left sane and in a manner that can only be Dante, puts every one back together, including his best friend Despite outward appearances, Dante is almost child like in his need to be protected by Griff, kind of naive in a way that you just want to engulf him in your arms and give him a big hug.As it was told from Griff s point of view, you only really get an insight to his thoughts and emotions, projected so well to the reader through out the book, that I too went through that spectrum with him, seeing the world through his eyes and believe me it was a cacophony of every single oneit had me exhausted The confused conversations he had with himself, deliberating the fact that he might be gay and in love with his best friend had me chuckling, then there were the times When his inner voice had me jumping up and down on the spot like a child that can t get their own way shouting, Tell him already , Say something , WTFDo something..Oh boy, I was having a right to do with him The worst by far was when I felt like my heart was in a vice, being squeezed to the point of bursting The pain in my chest was unbearable, I had snot nosed tears and was gulping for breath I was so emotionally involved in this couple they were killing me from the inside How many book s can you say evoke that kind of emotion FULL REVIEW NOW POSTED I LOVE GRIFFIN MUIR That is all I know he s got red hair but that picture was just perfect I have a HUGE stupid grin in my face every time I think about this book Why did it end Griff Dante are besties, they work together as firemen, madre mia, we don t have those firemen in Spain From the beginning of their story we know Griff is confused about his feelings for Dante He doesn t know if he is gay but he knows he gets a boner every time Dante is close He is got lousy taste about women Eventually you lose the taste Dante is a womanizer, he is a hot guy, typical Italian, you know, a Casanova My fuckin hero Yeah, that s Dante, he flirts with everyone, Griff included.And one night, after a silly fight between them Dante kissed Griff on his cheek andCLICK , something happened inside Griff.The thing is, Dante is having cash problems and needs money to pay his mortgage If he doesn t get money PRONTO he will lose his house So he has a great idea He gets an extra job as a model on a gay porn website At the beginning he just needs to touch himself and talk dirty in front of the camera Everyone knows I was born defective They didn t install you until later Awwwww, don t tell me that s not sweet Griff wants to avoid watching Dante on that website, he is like denying what he really feels but he finally succumbs to temptation and boy, what a hand job Sometimes I get so horny I have to get off three or four times a day Ya know Even when I m fucking chicks regular,I gotta beat the bone just to take the edge off, so I don t squirt in my shorts riding in the rig Yeah, you are right, you are going to need a few COLD showers while reading this Awwww,G I loved this I seriously LOVED this view spoiler I knew G was for Griff yayyyyy hide spoiler Where There S Smoke, There S FireSince , Brooklyn Firefighter Griff Muir Has Wrestled With Impossible Feelings For His Best Friend And Partner At Ladder , Dante Anastagio Unfortunately, Dante Is Strictly A Ladies Man, And The FDNY Isn T Exactly Gay Friendly For Ten Years, Griff Has Hidden His Heart In A Half Life Of Public Heroics And Private AnguishGriff S Caution And Dante S Cockiness Make Them An Unbeatable Team To Protect His Buddy, There S Nothing Griff Wouldn T Do Until A Nearly Bankrupt Dante Proposes The Worst Possible Solution HotHead, A Gay Porn Website Where Uniformed Hunks Get Down And Dirty And Dante Wants Them To Appear There Together Griff May Have To Guard His Heart And Live Out His Darkest Fantasies On Camera Can He Rescue The Man He Loves Without Wrecking Their Careers, Their Families, Or Their Friendship